What i really thought of Fei Fei; freshman Year 2004

Ok these are all entries from my first livejournal and all from first semester freshman year at st. mary's. i like how i didn't even use beckys name until that target day. i forgot to copy the dates for the first couple. I find looking back at this interesting and well kinda amusing.

well i finally got in touch with my roommate. and im glad for that she seems cool so that is good.

actually i only thought she seemed cool because she said she like the matrix

mm i like like my roommate, but thats about it. i get up and think what in the hell am i gonna do today?? go to class, avoid people, eat, talk to roommate, tv, sleep. well my roommates going home this weekend, because she thought i was going home this weekend. shes really going, im really staying. @dinner i felt like it was the first time i made human contact here at st marys. and that has put me in a better mood. that is all.
~9/25

i wasn't aware we talked in september?!

people are talking to me. awesome. i am no longer lonely as i was before. let's keep the good times rolling.
~9/29

this might have been when i met zhong?

then laura takes me and becky to target where we buy some food and i purchase mean girls. and becky gets eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. we also get mcdonalds. thenn back to campus to see Harry Potter 3. such good fun. then watched mean girls and eternal sunshine. best friday i ever had on campus.
~10/2

took a nap and thennn lunch: tacos with meat, sour cream, tomatoes, annnd CHEESE! ahh it was sooo good. i find myself eating more cheese here. hmmm but then it was ice cream. mint choclate chip, which i am still eating at this moment. soo yummy. now i am happier and a little hyper. oh god how i love food.
~10/6

roommate went home again for boyfriend's bday. so alone again. whoo!
~10/14

hahahaha right so my thing that lasted hmm 4 days is over. riight. so i had a boyfriend?. and now i don't and im alright with that. the whole lust thing, isn't so good, after a while. anyway thats some news for you. chew on that. i hadn't really eaten all week. i think it was because of that, but now im eating everything in sight. i am weird. saw a comedian tonight, and then watched newsies. goood times. im sleepy.

OMG lord voldemort!

dude i was sooo drunk. with people i didnelt know buuut i had a realluy goood time. and ,met some new people riight i like coors light ir thinkj i had about 3three so yeah it was gooood i like plamersroom idts realluy big and stuff and iu tallked to ben about angel and wqwhy fred had stro die sadd sleeoeeo azdthen work 2morrrweow' sky drunks suck it tastess rel bad ~10/24

i like coors light? who the FRAK is this person? i must have been quite drunk. though i still think skyy tastes like ass

bring the drama man, saturday. lot's o fun. i probably brought some drama on myself. uh oh we'll see. drinking makes you say things that you didn't really want people to know. stir up trouble. it also makes you angry. and dance with pirates and ninjas. and some skelton guy who gives piggyback rides. and jack daniels isn't that bad? ohhh maybe. the greens. cool place i would like to live there with some cool people. there were some xmen and a whoopie cushion and many fun things. ohhhh and a hamburgular who gave out real hamburgers from mcdonalds. hahaha sooo awesome. palmer wants to talk to me today. i am scared. no im not. yes, yes maybe a little bit. my stomach will hurt for the rest of the day. eeep! ramblings for you! my birthday is soooooon. i am done drinking for a while. bye then ~11/1

This was hallogreens the night i kicked the cardboard box i thought palmer was in but it was really michelle. the pirate was casey and the ninja alex. also that skeleton guy? ron. HA HA ohhh freshman year..

It was my Birthday!!! and it was awesome. i went home and yay for family. then i saw my other family. yay! for that and coffee and apple pie and gifts.hmmm and sleeep. then there was chillaxing at the house with cake, brownies and cupcakes and chinese food. and then with the cards, gifts, and money. me like that. then back to stmarys. hmmm then i have wonderful friends who did not forget my birthday(unfortunately) and ponded me. it was very cold/muddy/squishy in there. and if anyone has visited stmarys you know how gross the water is. so i was carried out of my dorm by palmer, 2 alex's, and pablo and then thrown in the pond. ben missed my ponding haha he was angry about it, cuz he was almost the only person i told it was my birthday. haha ohh well. theen after a nice shower i went to molly's room and watched ben and palmer play mario bros on the nintendo. soo didn't do anywork last night. and skipped my first class this morning. im such a rebel. i have a quiz at 240 that i must study for, and a poly sci test 2morrow. eeeeeep! i also have a bruise on my leg and 3 cuts on my arm that i just found 2mins ago from the pond. im 18, fool.
~11/7

me palmer and becky went to midnight breakfast. it was packed and people were crazy with the karoke and being slightly intoxicated, which you could be because the email they sent us just said you couldn't be overly intoxicated. anyway that was good times. so after making fun of becky and ben. and pretending we were solid snake and dinosaurs we came back to the room. and becky tried to spike palmers hair. that was interesting. nevertheless that didn't work and decided to try again after break. all the while i am feeling sicker and sicker. ben and sean came over to see palmers hair which didn't work out and left. ben is crazy. watched some silly mtv thing about dating someones mom. got in trouble for being loud. we have been under quiet hours since sunday night. palmer leaves at 2 and then i go to sleep. Wednesday: i wake up at 10:30 after planning to get up at 8 to study. i feel like shit. i make some tea and proceed to study. it is very hard to study when sick you know. i take some drugs. doesn't take too much time before im asleep again. i wake up feeling much better. i make soup and here i am. supposed to study with palmer, ben and becky in the fort for history. we'll see how that goes. and i still have to study for poly sci.
~12/15

do you remember the fort?



Looking back first semester was extreme funnyland. I remember actually hating beckys boyfriend for taking her away every weekend. and the awkward car ride to target.